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| I dared to HOPE |
First and foremost,,i thank God for such a beautiful day and for giving me the chance to see this day and to walk in his purpose. So many nights i have cried myself to sleep, so many nights i have asked the
"WHY" question..why me Lord, why not turn it around, what have i done wrong and why why me Lord?..
On these nights I would curl up in a ball under my covers, face the wall and hope this time there would be a break-through in my prayers. Many nights, as I cried myself to sleep, I believed everything I had hoped for was lost and the situation was hopeless. I tarried in the pit of despair much longer than necessary..in some circumstances i failed to trust.. my heart has been broken a few times, my plans have failed several times, friends have deceived me, some have left, some hated, some stayed even though they never cared much.
